This is my current mood for year 2020.
I can't even say I'm waiting for this year to be over, because who knows if 2021 will be better?

With everthing happening in the world, it's very hard to stay strong mentally.
And if I can't create (it helps me stay fine) it sucks even more.

So I'm waiting and hoping. And I believe after rains will come sunshine.

Things will get better.

Take care of yourselves

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Omg, I haven't realized the website was broken (since how long? Who knows)

​Took me forever to fix it but it's finally back, yay!

I can't believe summer is almost over. This year is going so fast... 
It's a very strange year and my creativy is totally gone.

I've needed time to find myself but when you're not creating, imagination is less and less present.
So I had to kick my butt and finally I can imagine pictures in my head again.

I'll post one picture per day for a week (everything is already planned, I just have to create,... fingers crossed I can do it! Yes I can!)

I hope you had a lovely summer and you are healthy <3

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I've started editing this pictures months ago but I forgot about it.
I'm glad I've finally finished it.

There are so many ideas that I end up not doing (or pictures I've gathered and then I don't remember what creation I have in mind) it's time I'm organizing my old folders.

After 10 years, I would also like to edit my old pictures and see where it goes.

It's summer, it's hot and nice outside but let's not forget to protect ourselves and others. The virus is still here.

Take care of yourself.

xxx

Ah, 2020... Who would have thought so many things would happen?

I'm not gonna talk about it today (because I think anyone knows what's happening and maybe want to think about something else).

Anyway, it has been a very sad year in terms of creativity.

I've finally taken some time for myself and wondered what I wanted to do and if I wanted to pursue photography.

I love to create, to imagine new pictures but these days sns are full of perfect pictures and I felt like I was part of this. I really hated it.

But when I really thought my pictures are artistics and I'm not pretending they are real. 
I'm not ultra photoshoping models and pretend they are perfect (even though I should choose more diverse ones but it's hard to find it on free online stocks)
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So I'm finally back, I'm creating again and damn it feels so good!
These days I try to stay in my bubble and do not watch news too much because it's terrifying to see what's going on and I need to stay positive.

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I hope you're okay, and if not that things will get better for you. <3

xxx

2020 is such a weird year...

Last year, I've told your it was hard to create new pictures but now, with what's happening in the world, I don't want to create at all.
After the start of the quarantine, I was so tired and I didn't have energy at all.

So intead of forcing myself to do things, I took some time to think and did nothing.
Time to find myself and what I wanted in my life  and for the world.

These days I'm cooking (and god knows how much I looove baking & eating chocolate).

I really hope you and your family are safe and you're taking care of yourself.
If you can, please stay at home <3


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ps : this dark time is the best time to contact old friends. Try to send them a message!